it’s kinda getting a little easier to deal with day by day i guess. i guess it’s almost been a week so that’s probably healthy… i still miss you so much though and i wish you didn’t do this. you know that part in bound 2 that says “one good girl is worth a thousand bitches”? i literally could hook up with so many guys and it wouldn’t even touch what we had. i think you know that. anyway. missing you.
got my first college acceptance this weekend! the college is pretty much my last choice, but it’s still a pretty competitive school and with everything going on lately with my grades being shit, i needed the confidence boost. there were a lot of smart people who got deferred and it makes me really surprised that i got in… adam and i went to the georgia game last night with jana and mo and i kind of was a bitch to him at the end of the night after we had had a really good time and i feel like shit about it. i always do this stuff. whywhywhwywhywwhywwhywwhy. i just don’t wanna get hurt again. i cannot afford to get hurt again. and i like him so much. ughhhh help me